It is always kind of sad putting away the Christmas decorations and declaring my favorite time of year over. However, it is also a time to reflect on the year past and look forward to the year to come. Looking back, 2009 was a year full of some
uncertainly, little and big gifts, some tragedies, many lessons, countless new experiences, and lots of new friendships. I can remember specific times this year when I could not wait for the year to end. However, I remember even more times when I actually stopped, looked around and really wished that I could stop the clock and live in the moment just a little longer.
I have spoken about my greatest weakness many times on this blog this year...that being my
impatience. I struggle with
impatience a lot! Generally, things move about 10 time slower than I would like at any given moment. This year however, I have learned a great deal about patience. I learned that no matter how much I pray for patience, God will not give me patience. I learned that when I pray for patience, God will only give me the
opportunity to be patient. This year my prayer was answered and He sure did deliver. I have had more time to practice my patience than I could have ever of imagined. If I could put a title on this year, I would title it,
The Year I Waited. Yes indeed, I sure have done a lot of waiting. No matter what it was this year, I was forced to wait. One thing is certain however, when you learn to wait and be patient, you also learn a lot about Faith. You learn that because it isn't happening now, does not mean it won't or can't. You learn the truth, the truth being that in time God makes everything beautiful. Key words there... IN TIME.
Ecclesiastes 3:11 says, "He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in the hearts of men; yet they cannot fathom what God has done from beginning to end."I love that. He has made everything beautiful in its time. Isn't that amazing? EVERYTHING has a time to be beautiful! The good, the bad, and the ugly...all of it has a time..to be beautiful.
So as I sit with that verse on my heart looking forward to this upcoming year, I am ready to be patient knowing...everything has its time.
I wish everyone the most wonderful New Year! May you have many moments this year where you sit, and truly wish time could just stand still for a little longer, and may you see many things become beautiful.